Sunday, August 23, 2009

Random!!

=)

Its Sunday! Its the 23rd of August. National Day(which is on the 9th) just passed by without any hoo-haa from Singapore. Its all the same. 44th Birthday. Human Formations, Fireworks. The Bang Bang Salute by the Howitzers. And that's all. I was supposed to go watch the live screening of the National Day Parade at the Tank though, but with all the Malaysian Blood in me now, I just stayed at home and watch tv. =p

SO yeah, been around. Mugged for EMET test on friday. Really ridiculous though, cause, even though it is a core maths exam, i still find it difficult. Sadly, I have to blame myself for not having a stronger foundation in Maths. Even in O levels, i could not do well in E Maths. Oh well, it's over i guess. So lets wait for results.

Didn't do much today. Been reading up on Commercial Law. I like the subject. Keeps your mind going and active. There are like loads of cases to read inside. Really interesting.

Oh well, Life's been good i guess. I wish it could be better. But i guess i am contented.

Catch ya later! =)

Monday, August 17, 2009

Decision

Finally.

After intense soul searching and reflection, I have decided my life from now onwards. After last night, the words that you said, has got me into thinking.

And let me tell you this, I am here because I want to. I know what I am doing. And don't for once think that I will leave. You keep saying I don't understand you. I tried, and I am still trying. But do you understand me?

Do you know who I am? I have opinions of my own of course. Its just because I prefer to give you the freedom to do what you want. The thing is, if I offer my opinion, we will end up arguing. So I rather keep my mouth shut. Real tight.

From today onwards, it will be a rough road. Because I would not be listening to you as much. I will be reasoning instead. I will not nod my head to everything. I will in turn, discuss.

Wouldn't it be more exciting this way? Rather than me, nodding to your every wants.

=)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

A Leader or a follower.

Things have been going through my mind lately.

really loads and loads of stuff. I can just sit and stay thinking about it.

hmmm..

I still find no answer to my questions or thoughts.

I still ponder over trust and belief.

My life is in a mess..