exams

Exams are two weeks away. Wake up Robin. You have not done any revision. Your life now is only, Sleep, Wake up, Fun, Eat, Bathe, Sleep. Seriously, will you be contented with only a C average for your grades?

When will be the auspicious time for you to start studying? 1 hr before exams?

Oh well..

I just woke up.. like 3pm.. half a day gone. Seemingly, my English proficiency has dropped greatly since I left college. I have been typing in broken languages and I am amazed that people actually understands what i am typing. Bravo to all you people. But, personally, I thought that typing in this Perfect English format seems so rigid to me. The words just does not bring out the person I am. The Robin in real life cannot even pronounce words properly, no joking.

But, since one day, I am joining the corporate world soon, it's best I start typing the correct way. Starting from this post onwards.

Come what may...

fantastically fucking stupid

well said robin..

stop being an ass and spoiling other people's fun

wake up from that fucking retarded idea of yours..

you are just a retard, roaming on the streets hoping for something more..

dream on..

so wake up..

and smile..

myself

i realised something..seriously..the person i am.. hell alot of defects..

i over-think things too much

i am too sensitive

i expect too much from people

i take things for granted

i myself is the problem

i wished i was just a mannequin..

lifeless

emotions

i felt really useless..

but nothing will be written here..

it will be written somewhere else..

smile..

=)

study

hmmm..been thinking again.. its really crazy.. been doing assignments and shit till like 7am in the morning! wtf right~ i mean. we were given 2 weeks to do it.. and we wait till last min to do.. crazy shit.. procrastination really kills..

so from today onwards.. SUNDAY.. gonna sleep early.. wake up at least by 9.. and study for 2 hrs before going for lectures.. i mean seriously.. i am gonna flunk if this continues..

so yea.. lets go..

LETS GO~

feelings

hello all..dunno who is reading this.. lol.. but nevermind.. place for me to put my thoughts. =) sorry..been long since i blog.. but i have been trying to blog on the go on my iphone, but it does not work.. the keyboard does not pop up while i inside blogger.. damn sucky.. well anyway.. finished busn assignment on friday.. holy shit.. chiong from 6pm till morning 6am.. crazy shit.. well anyway.. been relaxing.. now gonna do stats quiz.. =) gonna start studying soon~

yeap..

anyway, something i got off from the net..

One of the prettiest things in life,

is to watch the one you love fall asleep.

and the next prettiest thing is when,

she wakes up and smiles at you.

=)

yea..i wish that happened to me...

life

assignments..

assignments..

assignments..

well, there is actually only one business assignment.. but it seems to be one whole pile of shit.. seriously.when you dunno any shit bout the subject, any shit that comes to you, it feels like one whole load of shit..

shit

anyway,

i am still that cloud

=)

a wake up call

sometimes, i really wanna laugh at myself.

i thought i said no more emo posts in my first posting of the new blog

how hypocritcal huh.

but still, i feel this blog is the only outlet i have now,

it seems.

MESSED UP..

but i do agree, the problem lies with me..

only me.. not anyone else.

=)

the solution..

smile always. i am practicing it now.

smiling at the monitor.

how retarded.

the feeling ain't real. but for everyone else,

its about being happy huh.

not be that guy who lashes out,

not be that guy who explodes.

thats for everyone else.

but for you,

even though you don't care anymore,

i am going to be that cloud you always wanted,

=)

smiling always..