reality

back to reality

i nearly broke down

i wanted to go to the lake

have a nice long walk to the lake

check out the night

but i would not have known what i would have done there.

instead, i just stayed in my room, and starred at that box that produce moving pictures

independence day was on, afterwards was charlie angels,

my head was hurting...

i just lie on the bed, looking at the ceiling..

wondering, is this how its supposed to work out?

do we just wave it all away..

with just a flick of the wrist?

a snap of the fingers?

or just a blind eye to everything.

its not easy..

but i guess i have to live with it.

Sydney

Its been long since i blogged. My cousin is playing the piano.. really beautiful. don't know why i gave up learning piano last time. Its the piece " river flows into you " by Yiruma. Wonder you guys know anot. its really nice.. gonna get the album soon. maybe will get it tommorow. =)

here are some photos which i took in sydney. really nice place. maybe i was too young to appreiciate it last time, but the buildings, structures, roads, buses, its so singaporean.. but still it gives you the aussie feeling. maybe its the westerners walking around.

This picture quite cool huh, Kuljeet, Asif, Pravin and Sam.. haha.. we are taking the ferry to the Taronga Zoo.. darn ferry super expensive wor.. its like 10.60 return ticket.. phew.. expensive!

This is me taken with the harbour bridge. face still look damn shit.. dunno why i got this shit face anyway.. and! dunno who's head of hair is that.. haha..

We also went to the Aquarium.. its in Darling Harbour. Dun bother going please.damn boring. though the stingrays were HUGE, but the dugongs were seriously boring.. zzz..


Haha. they say this the best PUB in town. Its on George Street. Quite cool huh the entrance. one fine day should check it out.. =)


TOWN HALL STATION! this is the first building i took when i venture out to sydney city myself. damn historical looking hor..


I still got WHOLE lot pictures more.. gonna put all up on facebook i guess.. dunno how many years its gonna take..


Going back soon le. Tuesday.. gone pretty fast.. but i enjoyed it i guess. i love Country Road now. haha. dunno why.. favourite shop to shop in for now.


and i guess whatever i do, still goes wrong.


love ya all.

p.s. happy 22nd birthday jiejie.. =) miss you so much..

thoughts

My thoughts

your thoughts

it seems to be the same

but there's still that tat of a difference

is this the difference that we are feeling?

the distance between us?

i wish i could,

turn back time..

childish isn't it?

but these are my thoughts

thoughts are supposed to be creative huh..

silly me..

i hate myself too, for doing this to us...

forgive me

?

Procrastinator!

is that a new word?



i am suppose to do my damn stats assignment now..



sitting at the dinner table..



with my laptop starting to burn..



i missed a few friends from the last post..

Radin Faizal Arif
He is a simple guy. one word to describe him.. SIMPLE! haha.. and i like him alot.. dunno why.. everyone like him alot. equals likable
funny man..

Samuel Lee a.k.a mad dota player

HE IS THE MAN.. MA CHAO HAI.. DIU LEY.. lol.. all the explicit words from his mouth.. haha.. he is a crazy dota player.. got my respect..haha. nice guy overall.. =)

currently webcaming with jo ann.. damn pity her..

crazy parents she have..

seriously.. they should really go meet my mum.. sure tio kan by my mum..

oh well..

gonna enjoy myself in sydney..

miss you girls..

love my friends!

My friends!

Hello!

i promised that i will update about my friends. ( Though there is only like 3 people who know of this dumb silly blog..) anyway.. exams are done! free time all over.. just fins cleaning up my room.. so.. now at the common room, writing this blog.. waiting for my dota session.. bloody fucking common room.. flooded with arabs and ah lians from singapore, who dunno fuck what they doing in ANU.. dumb fucks..

well anyway.. MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!

drum rolllllll...tatatatatatatatatata..

Hezreen Fareisha a.k.a. Elephant

Basically, she is one cool shit.. lol.. really.. u can only know how cool she is when you meet her.. =)

good buddy of mine.. thanks for being there for me when i need you! She lives in Johns Hall! so whenever she hangs out or study till late in Unilodge, me or pravin will send her back.. just 15 mins walk through campus. Well, more about her next time!

Pravin Krishnan a.k.a. Blackie

My Inner Circle! he is the man.. haha.. damn rich.. damn lazy.. damn irresponsible..

well.. thats just him.. he will know where i am in Canberra, i will know where he is in Canberra..

My man all the way these 3 or 4 years..

Ip Kar Hong a.k.a. Dai Shek Ka

This guy.. haha.. when u think of him, you will think about food.. and the AMOUNT of food he gets into his mouth. UPSTOPPABLE! he can really eat.. and he is damn fit.. crazy right.. damn unfair how God gave people their metabolism rates..

zzz.. Big Eater..damn nice guy.. i like him!

Ooi Jo Ann

Miss Photogenic.. But dunno what to say in real life.. =p freaked her out when i first met her.. haha.. sorry! She is Hez's Inner Circle..

but.. don't step on her toes, seriously.. my advice..

Kelvin Kuang Shen - Jian a.k.a. Lawyer Lawyer of our group.. damn irritating sometimes.. when he is in his irritating mode, everyone will just be turned off.. but still, nice guy.. just dunno when to stop talking. =p


Shane Ng Rong Xuan a.k.a Mad Futsball Player

He is damn good in futsball, you know, table soccer! really good! he is the second person i met in ANU. really pleasant guy.

Lester Chu Xiu Feng a.k.a. Baby

He is the first friend i made in ANU.. damn pretty boy huh. haha.. really like him alot.. damn cute actions too.. haha.. Our baby of the group..great guy to be with around. One thing is, when i came to Canberra, i thought i will speak English alot, but whenever i face Lester to talk, i will auto switch to Canto.. haha.. he is from Hong Kong by the way, but an Australian Citizen..

my great friend

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Well, there are whole lot more friends i have at ANU.. but those above, are really my best.. hang out with all the time..lectures together.. Pravin, Hezreen,Jo and Shane takes the same modules as me. Kar Hong and Lester are acturial students.. damn tok kong in maths.. godlike..

Most of the time, Me, Pravin, Hez and Jo will be together.. sort of a circle thingy.. haha.. Pravin and me is one Inner Circle.. Hez and Jo is another Inner Circle.. The guys can bitch about the gurls, and thus vice versa.. haha.. but anyway, really like being with these 3.. And now, for Easter Break, Hez is in Perth now, Jo Ann is in Melbourne! and i am really missing them.. feels damn weird without damn huh...=(

AND! these two weeks.. sorry for not blogging! was frantically studying for exams.. damn crazy.. study till like 4 in the morning.. madness.. screwed up my papers.. Econs was ok.. but i seriously screwed up Finance and Accounts.. really GG..

hai.. too bad! exams are over! going to Sydney tmr morning! dunno what i am gonna do there anyway.. rot and study i guess.. already packed my books there too..

can't stand the common room liao..

love all my friends.. especially the circles! =)