reality

back to reality

i nearly broke down

i wanted to go to the lake

have a nice long walk to the lake

check out the night

but i would not have known what i would have done there.

instead, i just stayed in my room, and starred at that box that produce moving pictures

independence day was on, afterwards was charlie angels,

my head was hurting...

i just lie on the bed, looking at the ceiling..

wondering, is this how its supposed to work out?

do we just wave it all away..

with just a flick of the wrist?

a snap of the fingers?

or just a blind eye to everything.

its not easy..

but i guess i have to live with it.