Sommeil Profond

Random!!

2009-08-23T18:03:00.002+10:00

=)

Its Sunday! Its the 23rd of August. National Day(which is on the 9th) just passed by without any hoo-haa from Singapore. Its all the same. 44th Birthday. Human Formations, Fireworks. The Bang Bang Salute by the Howitzers. And that's all. I was supposed to go watch the live screening of the National Day Parade at the Tank though, but with all the Malaysian Blood in me now, I just stayed at home and watch tv. =p

SO yeah, been around. Mugged for EMET test on friday. Really ridiculous though, cause, even though it is a core maths exam, i still find it difficult. Sadly, I have to blame myself for not having a stronger foundation in Maths. Even in O levels, i could not do well in E Maths. Oh well, it's over i guess. So lets wait for results.

Didn't do much today. Been reading up on Commercial Law. I like the subject. Keeps your mind going and active. There are like loads of cases to read inside. Really interesting.

Oh well, Life's been good i guess. I wish it could be better. But i guess i am contented.

Catch ya later! =)

Decision

2009-08-17T16:33:00.001+10:00

Finally.

After intense soul searching and reflection, I have decided my life from now onwards. After last night, the words that you said, has got me into thinking.

And let me tell you this, I am here because I want to. I know what I am doing. And don't for once think that I will leave. You keep saying I don't understand you. I tried, and I am still trying. But do you understand me?

Do you know who I am? I have opinions of my own of course. Its just because I prefer to give you the freedom to do what you want. The thing is, if I offer my opinion, we will end up arguing. So I rather keep my mouth shut. Real tight.

From today onwards, it will be a rough road. Because I would not be listening to you as much. I will be reasoning instead. I will not nod my head to everything. I will in turn, discuss.

Wouldn't it be more exciting this way? Rather than me, nodding to your every wants.

=)

A Leader or a follower.

2009-08-09T22:23:00.002+10:00

Things have been going through my mind lately.

really loads and loads of stuff. I can just sit and stay thinking about it.

hmmm..

I still find no answer to my questions or thoughts.

I still ponder over trust and belief.

My life is in a mess..

Back

2009-07-25T01:32:00.002+10:00

Finally.

I am back in Canberra. I feel like its my home now. I just feel so at home here. I don't know why, but it seems that being here, the weather, the freedom, friends, maybe it completes the package.

to just be here.

And somehow, its crumbling. day by day, i lose strength.

I want to go Lake Griffin. To just stare at the lake, or up into the night sky.

Anyone want to go with me?

Testing

2009-07-17T00:20:00.000+10:00

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dedication

2009-07-15T13:49:00.002+10:00

Sometimes i do not know what i am doing. For things that i want to do, i would go all the way out to do it, no matter what it takes. But, for these things i do, i expect alot out from it. And sometimes, i do not get what i expect.

and it spoils everything.

I am learning i guess. Still learning not to expect or hope. To live life the way it is. To factor in other people feelings, not only my own. But I have been thinking about other people most of the time. I always put others before self. To take into their account what they need or want, at the expense of my own. Is this wrong? Do we actually settle our own needs first before others? I always thought that being kind, considerate or thoughtful is good enough. Is it time for me to learn to be harsh, cruel and self-centered?

These questions have been keeping me awake most of the nights. I mean there are also other stuff that keeps me awake =p , and i do wake up to the thought of other stuff. But is there really a need to think so much? To think about the days ahead? to envision what is to come for the next semester?

Somehow I just want people to accept me for who I am. Is that wrong?

Oh yeah, and one more thing. I would like to say sorry to someone, who I think I had angered and kind of get her into inconvenience. I am sorry babeh. =(

Just 2 more days. I have been imagining about the 7 and a half hour flight back, how suffering, the 3 and a half hour bus ride. Just 2 more days, and I am back HOME again.

Will it be still the same? Have everything changed?

i pray not. but yes, i am learning not to expect.

Why?

2009-07-06T22:56:00.001+10:00

Take a knife,

Stab it into me.

Why does it matter,

What ever i have done.

I don't know why,

I am still holding on,

Still not giving up.

numb

2009-06-24T16:35:00.002+10:00

I just feel numb..

Its happening again..

Everything that was said, just kicked me back 4 years ago..

i hate this feeling..

i hate it.. i really do..

i shall persevere.. i shall.. i will..

i will be that cloud..

maybe i have always been a cloud..

just being there.. but never real..

Updateee!!

2009-06-21T08:44:00.002+10:00

Its been long since I updated, hence, I am going to update where i left off, which is right after exam, till now, which is in Singapore.

The preparation for BUSN1001 was torturous! All the cash flow and cash budget nonsense. Thank God for Jo Ann. Both of us only slept like a few hours. But she is a really good teacher. I understand Cash Flow with her help really quick. KUDOS to OJA! =) And Thank God Catherine IKIN woke up from her slumber. She set quite a easy paper, although i could not balance the cash flow statement, I think I did pretty well!

Thus, EXAMS are OVEERR!!! Celebrations were in order. It was a Tuesday. We all went back to put our stuff, and headed to Happy's Restaurant to have a nice dinner. There were Jo, Lester, Ka Hong, Kuljeet, Pravin and I. Afterwards, we headed back to begin our dota session, Which crazily lasted till around 5 plus. I could not sleep that night. I really couldn't.

The next day, we had a Yum Cha session with Eugene and Amanda. But when we reached there, it moved to somewhere else. Thus we ended up at PJ O`Reily, which sells pretty good western stuff. Enjoyed it. Afterwards, went to Canberra Centre to do some shopping. Was cracking my head on what to get for Alicia and Candice. Shopping and Shopping, soon, it was Dinner time, so Pravin, Jo Ann, Shane, Ka Hong and I went to eat at Sammy's. Well, about that place, its pretty good. The price, as you expect with any other prices in Canberra, "Affordable". Afterwards, Jo and I went to omelette party at Johns. And let me tell you, Jo is really a good egg fryer! Really professional with the pan. =) Ate over at Hez's place, with Johns' peeps.

Thursday was weird I guess. . Woke up pretty late, due to the late night at Johns. Went to the academic centre to enquire about my Double Degree, like what modules/units to fulfill to acquire the requirements for the Double Degree. Finally got a clearer picture of what I am doing, which is ALL BUSINESS MODULES! MOST OF THEM ARE ACCOUNTING. GOD HELP ME. Well, I think God did help me a little, my mum is a Accounts Teacher. =) The saddest part was sending Jo Ann off at the Airport. She's going back to Melbourne. Can't wait to see her again. =p Afterwards, I borrowed Eugene's PS2 and Hez, Pravin and I played Guitar Hero till darn late at night. Damn good game.

Friday. I woke up. Feeling lost.. It was already 2 plus. Canberra Centre was the itinerary for the day. Hence, Hez, Pravin and I made our way to Canberra Centre to settle the stuff for Alicia and Candice. Hez was getting stuff for her family too. Not sure what was Pravin there for. ( Damn it, I miss those two so much) While walking and walking, we went into Dick Smith, AND GUESS WHAT WE SAW. Wii GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR was selling for just AUD228! Not being hasty, me and Hez checked out at Game, EB Games, JB Hi-Fi. And it was the LOWEST! So we discussed and finally bought it. Haha, come to think of it, it was funny buying the accessories first without the actual console itself. =) Oh well. Went back, ate Steamboat at 403. Enjoyed it, though it takes quite long for a rice cooker to boil. And hence, i started packing. I didn't sleep. When i finished packing. I realised it was already 6! I rushed to clean up the room and finally after many calls from Kuljeet, made my way down to the Lobby. Hez, Pravin, Kul and I was taking the same bus and flight back to KLIA. I was taking a Transit Flight from KLIA to Singapore.

Thus, I am here now, back in Singapore. When i arrived, i could not breathe! it was like breathing in a mouth full of water.. I was sweating like a pig. I went back. Yong Quan was nice enough to get me from the Airport. So I went to the Mamak store behind, and ate whatever I could. I haven slept yet.. eyes are closing.

Going to turn in now. I miss you guys.. Really I do..

WELL DONE ROBIN!

2009-06-13T00:51:00.002+10:00

YES! YES! I screwed up my Econs and Finm papers. No one to blame but me. Maybe I can blame the weather, which is FREAKING COLD. Imagine, 8.30 am in the morning, you walk out of your own warm room, you can see your own breath. That is how cold is it. And guess what, great idea to hold exams in a SPORTS HALL! It seems their heater is as old as the university, I was shivering while doing my papers.

But seriously, I did not prepare enough for Finance. I saw the questions, I could have aced it. 5 questions, I got all of them wrong. 3 I did not read the questions properly, 1 I do not even know how to do at all. Last one i had no time. I totally wasted like 1 hour on the first question, and another trying do solve the one i did not know how to do. That left me with 1 hour to do the rest. 3 FREAKING HOURS!!! and I still F it up.

Praying for a P, which is a Pass. and a D for my Econs...

And I want the new iPhone. Its on my wishlist.. Thanks in Advance =p

Anyway. Happy Birthday. =)

Acting my age

2009-06-12T02:54:00.002+10:00

Blown away. Seriously, I did not see it coming. Did i deserve it? I spent 20 minutes in the shower thinking about it. I realised I was and still am that kind of person, who thinks mistakes are okay. Who thinks mistakes made by others are okay. Is it time to act my age? To be 21? to be an adult? That got me into serious thinking, the way I am all these years, is it time for me to be mature? I have gone through 2 years of NS, getting so much experience, even staying and surviving on a bunk bed on a battleship. I thought I have obtained or mastered the lesson of maturity from NS.

I guess not. When i ORD, I felt like a bird, making her maiden voyage, flapping her wings, taking flight. Freedom.

All good things will end. Freedom is short lived. Time to act my age. Now, priority is studies. Fun comes last.

Another thing i realised about myself while I was in shower, FUN is the word for me. When I do things, I will always look for ways to make it fun. Or actually Lame, no matter who's looking at me, or bitching about me, I will have fun.

And as I said, Fun comes last. Personal Image comes first.

Anyway, I received messages from you. I felt the coldness. I replied the same way I did last time. I still felt the coldness in your replies. Do you hate me now? I guess no matter what i say now, it does not matter. I am the asshole here. I feel like cutting myself up for doing this to you. But I hope you know, that what I did, was for your sake. If that sounded cliche, so be it. I wish that you can find someone like me, but who can better support you than me.

I felt pain too.

* Note to self : Keeping to my word of typing better English.

From me to you*

If ever I disappear,

or ice overwhelms me.

I promise,

I will be your cloud,

however bright the sun is,

or dark the night.

I will be around,

sheltering or shielding.

I will be there,

for you.

exams

2009-05-31T15:21:00.002+10:00

Exams are two weeks away. Wake up Robin. You have not done any revision. Your life now is only, Sleep, Wake up, Fun, Eat, Bathe, Sleep. Seriously, will you be contented with only a C average for your grades?

When will be the auspicious time for you to start studying? 1 hr before exams?

Oh well..

I just woke up.. like 3pm.. half a day gone. Seemingly, my English proficiency has dropped greatly since I left college. I have been typing in broken languages and I am amazed that people actually understands what i am typing. Bravo to all you people. But, personally, I thought that typing in this Perfect English format seems so rigid to me. The words just does not bring out the person I am. The Robin in real life cannot even pronounce words properly, no joking.

But, since one day, I am joining the corporate world soon, it's best I start typing the correct way. Starting from this post onwards.

Come what may...

fantastically fucking stupid

2009-05-22T12:15:00.001+10:00

well said robin..

stop being an ass and spoiling other people's fun

wake up from that fucking retarded idea of yours..

you are just a retard, roaming on the streets hoping for something more..

dream on..

so wake up..

and smile..

myself

2009-05-21T01:30:00.002+10:00

i realised something..seriously..the person i am.. hell alot of defects..

i over-think things too much

i am too sensitive

i expect too much from people

i take things for granted

i myself is the problem

i wished i was just a mannequin..

lifeless

emotions

2009-05-20T17:38:00.002+10:00

i felt really useless..

but nothing will be written here..

it will be written somewhere else..

smile..

study

2009-05-17T22:46:00.002+10:00

hmmm..been thinking again.. its really crazy.. been doing assignments and shit till like 7am in the morning! wtf right~ i mean. we were given 2 weeks to do it.. and we wait till last min to do.. crazy shit.. procrastination really kills..

so from today onwards.. SUNDAY.. gonna sleep early.. wake up at least by 9.. and study for 2 hrs before going for lectures.. i mean seriously.. i am gonna flunk if this continues..

so yea.. lets go..

LETS GO~

feelings

2009-05-16T14:19:00.003+10:00

hello all..dunno who is reading this.. lol.. but nevermind.. place for me to put my thoughts. =) sorry..been long since i blog.. but i have been trying to blog on the go on my iphone, but it does not work.. the keyboard does not pop up while i inside blogger.. damn sucky.. well anyway.. finished busn assignment on friday.. holy shit.. chiong from 6pm till morning 6am.. crazy shit.. well anyway.. been relaxing.. now gonna do stats quiz.. =) gonna start studying soon~

yeap..

anyway, something i got off from the net..

One of the prettiest things in life,

is to watch the one you love fall asleep.

and the next prettiest thing is when,

she wakes up and smiles at you.

yea..i wish that happened to me...

life

2009-05-11T00:46:00.000+10:00

assignments..

well, there is actually only one business assignment.. but it seems to be one whole pile of shit.. seriously.when you dunno any shit bout the subject, any shit that comes to you, it feels like one whole load of shit..

shit

anyway,

i am still that cloud

a wake up call

2009-05-02T21:40:00.003+10:00

sometimes, i really wanna laugh at myself.

i thought i said no more emo posts in my first posting of the new blog

how hypocritcal huh.

but still, i feel this blog is the only outlet i have now,

it seems.

MESSED UP..

but i do agree, the problem lies with me..

only me.. not anyone else.

the solution..

smile always. i am practicing it now.

smiling at the monitor.

how retarded.

the feeling ain't real. but for everyone else,

its about being happy huh.

not be that guy who lashes out,

not be that guy who explodes.

thats for everyone else.

but for you,

even though you don't care anymore,

i am going to be that cloud you always wanted,

smiling always..

reality

2009-04-26T01:20:00.000+10:00

back to reality

i nearly broke down

i wanted to go to the lake

have a nice long walk to the lake

check out the night

but i would not have known what i would have done there.

instead, i just stayed in my room, and starred at that box that produce moving pictures

independence day was on, afterwards was charlie angels,

my head was hurting...

i just lie on the bed, looking at the ceiling..

wondering, is this how its supposed to work out?

do we just wave it all away..

with just a flick of the wrist?

a snap of the fingers?

or just a blind eye to everything.

its not easy..

but i guess i have to live with it.

Sydney

2009-04-19T23:44:00.000+10:00

Its been long since i blogged. My cousin is playing the piano.. really beautiful. don't know why i gave up learning piano last time. Its the piece " river flows into you " by Yiruma. Wonder you guys know anot. its really nice.. gonna get the album soon. maybe will get it tommorow. =)

here are some photos which i took in sydney. really nice place. maybe i was too young to appreiciate it last time, but the buildings, structures, roads, buses, its so singaporean.. but still it gives you the aussie feeling. maybe its the westerners walking around.

This picture quite cool huh, Kuljeet, Asif, Pravin and Sam.. haha.. we are taking the ferry to the Taronga Zoo.. darn ferry super expensive wor.. its like 10.60 return ticket.. phew.. expensive!

This is me taken with the harbour bridge. face still look damn shit.. dunno why i got this shit face anyway.. and! dunno who's head of hair is that.. haha..

We also went to the Aquarium.. its in Darling Harbour. Dun bother going please.damn boring. though the stingrays were HUGE, but the dugongs were seriously boring.. zzz..

Haha. they say this the best PUB in town. Its on George Street. Quite cool huh the entrance. one fine day should check it out.. =)

TOWN HALL STATION! this is the first building i took when i venture out to sydney city myself. damn historical looking hor..

I still got WHOLE lot pictures more.. gonna put all up on facebook i guess.. dunno how many years its gonna take..

Going back soon le. Tuesday.. gone pretty fast.. but i enjoyed it i guess. i love Country Road now. haha. dunno why.. favourite shop to shop in for now.

and i guess whatever i do, still goes wrong.

love ya all.

p.s. happy 22nd birthday jiejie.. =) miss you so much..

thoughts

2009-04-13T22:50:00.002+10:00

My thoughts

your thoughts

it seems to be the same

but there's still that tat of a difference

is this the difference that we are feeling?

the distance between us?

i wish i could,

turn back time..

childish isn't it?

but these are my thoughts

thoughts are supposed to be creative huh..

silly me..

i hate myself too, for doing this to us...

forgive me

Procrastinator!

2009-04-13T00:00:00.003+10:00

is that a new word?

i am suppose to do my damn stats assignment now..

sitting at the dinner table..

with my laptop starting to burn..

i missed a few friends from the last post..

Radin Faizal Arif
He is a simple guy. one word to describe him.. SIMPLE! haha.. and i like him alot.. dunno why.. everyone like him alot. equals likable
funny man..

Samuel Lee a.k.a mad dota player

HE IS THE MAN.. MA CHAO HAI.. DIU LEY.. lol.. all the explicit words from his mouth.. haha.. he is a crazy dota player.. got my respect..haha. nice guy overall.. =)

currently webcaming with jo ann.. damn pity her..

crazy parents she have..

seriously.. they should really go meet my mum.. sure tio kan by my mum..

oh well..

gonna enjoy myself in sydney..

miss you girls..

love my friends!

My friends!

2009-04-12T00:30:00.000+10:00

Hello!

i promised that i will update about my friends. ( Though there is only like 3 people who know of this dumb silly blog..) anyway.. exams are done! free time all over.. just fins cleaning up my room.. so.. now at the common room, writing this blog.. waiting for my dota session.. bloody fucking common room.. flooded with arabs and ah lians from singapore, who dunno fuck what they doing in ANU.. dumb fucks..

well anyway.. MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!

drum rolllllll...tatatatatatatatatata..

Hezreen Fareisha a.k.a. Elephant

Basically, she is one cool shit.. lol.. really.. u can only know how cool she is when you meet her.. =)

good buddy of mine.. thanks for being there for me when i need you! She lives in Johns Hall! so whenever she hangs out or study till late in Unilodge, me or pravin will send her back.. just 15 mins walk through campus. Well, more about her next time!

Pravin Krishnan a.k.a. Blackie

My Inner Circle! he is the man.. haha.. damn rich.. damn lazy.. damn irresponsible..

well.. thats just him.. he will know where i am in Canberra, i will know where he is in Canberra..

My man all the way these 3 or 4 years..

Ip Kar Hong a.k.a. Dai Shek Ka

This guy.. haha.. when u think of him, you will think about food.. and the AMOUNT of food he gets into his mouth. UPSTOPPABLE! he can really eat.. and he is damn fit.. crazy right.. damn unfair how God gave people their metabolism rates..

zzz.. Big Eater..damn nice guy.. i like him!

Ooi Jo Ann

Miss Photogenic.. But dunno what to say in real life.. =p freaked her out when i first met her.. haha.. sorry! She is Hez's Inner Circle..

but.. don't step on her toes, seriously.. my advice..

Kelvin Kuang Shen - Jian a.k.a. Lawyer Lawyer of our group.. damn irritating sometimes.. when he is in his irritating mode, everyone will just be turned off.. but still, nice guy.. just dunno when to stop talking. =p

Shane Ng Rong Xuan a.k.a Mad Futsball Player

He is damn good in futsball, you know, table soccer! really good! he is the second person i met in ANU. really pleasant guy.

Lester Chu Xiu Feng a.k.a. Baby

He is the first friend i made in ANU.. damn pretty boy huh. haha.. really like him alot.. damn cute actions too.. haha.. Our baby of the group..great guy to be with around. One thing is, when i came to Canberra, i thought i will speak English alot, but whenever i face Lester to talk, i will auto switch to Canto.. haha.. he is from Hong Kong by the way, but an Australian Citizen..

my great friend

_____________________________________________________

Well, there are whole lot more friends i have at ANU.. but those above, are really my best.. hang out with all the time..lectures together.. Pravin, Hezreen,Jo and Shane takes the same modules as me. Kar Hong and Lester are acturial students.. damn tok kong in maths.. godlike..

Most of the time, Me, Pravin, Hez and Jo will be together.. sort of a circle thingy.. haha.. Pravin and me is one Inner Circle.. Hez and Jo is another Inner Circle.. The guys can bitch about the gurls, and thus vice versa.. haha.. but anyway, really like being with these 3.. And now, for Easter Break, Hez is in Perth now, Jo Ann is in Melbourne! and i am really missing them.. feels damn weird without damn huh...=(

AND! these two weeks.. sorry for not blogging! was frantically studying for exams.. damn crazy.. study till like 4 in the morning.. madness.. screwed up my papers.. Econs was ok.. but i seriously screwed up Finance and Accounts.. really GG..

hai.. too bad! exams are over! going to Sydney tmr morning! dunno what i am gonna do there anyway.. rot and study i guess.. already packed my books there too..

can't stand the common room liao..

love all my friends.. especially the circles! =)

photos

2009-03-29T17:23:00.005+11:00

Updates of my life..

Here are the photos i promised.. Though most of the event photos are in Jo Ann's cam..

These photos are super old.. lol.. sorry!

This is University Ave. Way behind me is Unilodge. infront of me is Union Court..

dumb shit.. dunno is it me, i already rotated it, but it was still uploaded as sideways..

sorry for those who gonna slant yr neck and check this out.. i take my tutorials at the Arndt and Copland Building! and its just like 1 min walk away from Unilodge.. freaking near!

And my humble room! i am not gonna show the kitchen and toilet.. its nothing.. got sofa.. tv.. quite a nice table.. chair without wheels.. lol.. funny.. i asked the reception, told them it was missing wheels! they told me, because if there are wheels, everyone will be doing chair racing in the corridors.. haha..

oh well.. i will post more soon i promise! really.. its crazy uploading.. i tried like 3 times. keep getting error.. i will post all my friends here k..

lol.. life really not that good now.. exams coming!

Sommeil Profond

2009-03-29T04:30:00.000+11:00

how i wished, that this spray, could sprayed away all the memories.

i really wish everything would be right again..

why is it so difficult?

does time really need to heal this time?

is it true, that we should not show our feelings?

why can't we be selfish for awhile?

Maybe i have came to the world, where cautious is the primary..

where's my world?

will time bring back my world?

Testing

2009-03-28T16:06:00.001+11:00

Testing testing..

1 2 3...

finally.. got the blog finalised..

hmmm.. i still don't know how to do the signature and stuff..

shits..

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my brand new blog!!

2009-03-28T12:40:00.000+11:00

Yay!! Brand new blog!! Been so so long since I got a blog.. Well this bout happy stuff la, better than the last super emo one..well, anyway, been ages since I blog, so pardon my ang moh ok..

Well, been in Canberra for like are 2 months already..super fast huh..I really miss my friends..don't really miss Singapore but my friends..AND!! I really miss u..really..hard not to think of u..hope u are doing well and stuff..I know is hard, but jia you ok..and July is coming really soon!! So I really can't wait for u to come here!! Yay..

So, everything is going well here..sometimes shit happens, but guess I am coping well..I have pretty good friends here..kinda like a family here..there's Jo Ann, Lester,Shane, Kar hong, Pravin, Kelvin and meee! Quite cool huh..like we will contribute 100 dollars every month..den we shop groceries together, cook together for dinner and sometimes lunch..so we save alot I guess..lol..I think la, haven been keeping my expenses in check..

I am writing this on my iPhone!! Yeap, got it while I was here..so much cheaper here wor..like for prepaid only 799aud for the 8gb one..sigapore one is shit lo, 600 plus with plan somemore..dots..well anyway, darn good phone to use! So get it if u can ok!! And this entry better saves itself or publish properly..

Ok.. continued from the computer lab in the common room of Davey Lodge. Its pretty cool here la.. accessible and stuff.. if u need the net, u can come down here and use it! and its free! quota of 1GB though.. but its topped up 50 mb every day.. so pretty worthwhile hor.. but! i signed up for the THREE mobile broadband thingy! ITS DARN SLOW!!! sometimes no connection oso. but still, i can surf the net anywhere i want in Canberra. And also, the internet in our rooms, its not free! the computer lab one is free though, but not in our rooms! its like 1 mb for 3c! shit man.. thats like 1.6GB is 50 dollars ler.. total rip off.. so i signed up for the Three one for like 39dollars for 6GB.. pretty good deal!

i am suppose to do stats quiz now.. but really dunno how to do! super lazy though. just fins the MASCA RESCUE RUN this morning. MASCA stands for Malaysian Student Council Australia. pretty cool! i will upload the pics some other day.. lol.. damn shit la me.. keep promising to upload pics.. but everytime never do.. sorry yeah... will upload once i get back to my own room..

Alright, will update again later today.. if i have time! ITS EARTH HOUR! so everyone pls turn off everything!.. SAVE THE DAMN EARTH!